reading week was busy and tragic. i worked friday saturday sunday monday tuesday wednesday then i was supposed to work in calgary on thursday but cheyrl wonludn't let me. i'm glad she didn't because we looked at the road report and it was yucky. then saturday was sad, and i worked sunday and leah and i drove home. (calgary home) now i have to work every morning this week and finish a comp sci project. everybody tell leah to send her resume to tanis. i decided that in memory of meagan and nicole everybody should study hard and party hard.

i worked in rocky this weekend so i got to visit thomas!! it was a long day at work on saturday then on sunday i had breakfast at thomas's then to work then i raed home to clagary to go to an inservice. this is the last week of school then reading week. i'm working a whole bunch of days in rocky and one in calgary, so i'm gonna be driving between. some stupid thief broke into my car this morning. know what he got out of the deal? a handful of coins all under 10 cents. he left my phone charger and rechargable batteries. wow he's a bright one, not that i'm complaining. i just made the yummiest really easy supper

take 1 tortilla put in frying pan. add meat cheese veggies to one half and some barbeque sauce. fold over and heat til cheese melts.

 yesterday after my hair cut i went home to rocky cause it was our anniversay. i din't tell thomas i was coming but i told cheryl. so she made us lasanya and got us some cheese cake. we set the place and i hid when thomas came home. i was in the bathroom and he went to wash his hands, and didn't see me. i even reached out and grabbed the door to stop him from seeing me. any how then he saw some of my stuff and demanded to know where i was. it was fun. then we had dinner and went to bed. and today i drove home and had a bio test, and i will be going back to rocky on friday after school if anybody wants a ride. i don't even want to leave my house now. i don't know why this elizabeth girl hated me so much. i can barely look in the mirror. it sucks so much. like i needed to look even younger. i don't want to look like a boy again. why did she think everybody wants to look like her. i waited a long time for this and she wrecked it. i want to wear a hat everywhere but i can't because it iches. it was supposed to make me feel better not worse. i don't know what is wrong with me. plus i keep dreaming about thomas' mom for some reason. i can't afford to go back every two months. this would have looked better if  it had some blue streaks so it looked like i'm trying to be unique, not look like i am a hair disaster. now maybe i can get on what not to wear. i'll prolly turn into somebody like my dad who refuses to go to a hair dresser because they all suck. this is the second time i've ended up with the david cassidy special. last time i cut it off myself and spiked it. but this time i'm hoping for a job up north. i was hoping i'd have hair and look like a girl, but elizabeth must hate me. i'll probably never go to the hair dresser again. i'll find me a cheap barber because at least if it looks bad there's a good reason.